Goodbye 2024!

Good afternoon, it is December 12th, 2024, and even though everything isn’t as I would want it to be this year I at least found a way to feel some joy and contentment in my day-to-day tasks. Even if it’s just a small feeling now and then, it’s a wonderful start :). I was fortunate enough to find an amazing friend and partner at the beginning of the year and they have helped teach me so many things I’ve needed to practice, like how to be tender and care again after the torment during my psychosis episode a few years ago. I’ve only just begun to feel my work progressing, small but we are in motion! We are learning how to take new steps in life together and I wouldn’t want it to be with anyone else and I am confident this new year will blossom, and the fruits of our labor will begin to show. You don’t see progress immediately for everything, some things need to be nurtured, and time will tell. I’m actually able to say that I am happy, and I can enjoy waking up in the morning, I look forward to my day and I don’t feel weighed down by myself or others anymore. it’s rough making the decision to protect your peace but sometimes all you can do is take a step back and think it over.

I believe (and hope) 2025 will be lovely for me! Being positive is what helps with my outlook on living. I will keep practicing things that make me calm and give me joy like staying active, teaching my dogs, drinking coffee, dance stretching, makeup & performance arts! Now I wish to add digital art to that list and get back into creating art and such to share with everyone and express myself :). I have done two live performances, and I was so insanely nervous but proud of myself for finally trying something I’ve always dreamed of, I wish to grow my confidence and courage to do more performances some day :3. This year has taught me so many things, shown me new doors to open and has been able to warm me back up. <3

I’m going to be working on my new year’s resolution soon, I wrote one for 2024 & I will do the same for 2025! I put it up on the fridge and it’s a good reminder / motivation to keep going and stay on task! Thank you for being here and making my years enjoyable, I appreciate you and i’m excited to see what this year holds for us!